New Perspective

I'm struggling to find my reason for keeping on going. I had a long chat with Mark today about reasons for training and I'm now trying to keep some perspective and find something new to keep me on track. I think this week I'll train as I've been doing, I'll focus more on my diet and just work on some personal stuff.

Funnily enough I'm actually feeling a little more motivated to be more severe with myself at the moment. I've been constantly sabotaging my goals for months but it's time to take some control. In retrospect, the self-doubt I've been experiencing is probably related to how I've been feeling at work.

This last week has been good at work for me. I've been out doing a couple of jobs on my own and taking charge of them all alone. It's built my self-worth up more than I've had over the last 18 months. I think that feeling is going to help me with my goals and my achieving them.

I'm going to do some work on my personal goals and the like this evening and then get my gym bag ready for the morning. I need to get some sleep tonight and work on getting my iron levels up - I believe they might be contributing to my unrelenting weariness.

Here's to a good week!