Change is a good thing

My life is changing. It feels weird. It feels scary and it also feels good. I need the change as much as I thought I needed my comfort zone.

I'm one exam off finishing my personal training certificate even though I'm still overweight. I'm actually really proud of myself because I thought I might quit half way through. That's the usual way I operate.

Today is a public holiday which means I have some time to organise my week. I'm writing my To Do list and I'm going to get everything done today. It will make me feel more calm about my week and I can then cope with everything that hits me.

I've also just stepped right into a personal fear of crowds by booking a ticket to the MUSE concert in Perth in December. I feel really panicked when there are lots and lots of people around me but it's time to step out and face it. That may seem strange to a lot of people but for me it is a VERY big thing.

I'm proud of myself...not for anything in particular...just feeling proud that I'm on my way to achieving my personal goals..